Hi gorgeous!!
I'm Jenna Gordon
I am so fucking excited you are here.
I can’t wait to learn more about you, your life, and your magic… and of course, let you in on mine.
That’s prob the first thing to know about me, I go deep, FAST…
Because that’s where the magic is, that’s where the healing is, and that’s how we change the world. We tune into our own MF magic, heal, + embrace every bit of who we are.
Ok, so, here's my story...
I was a fucking spitfire when I was tiny - I was wild, fierce, and willing to both go after + stand up for anything I believed in. I was raised by my two incredible, loving parents, and have so many amazing memories of travel, camping, and exploring the outdoors at our family property. And of course, lots and lots of soccer. I was highly athletic and soccer was my shit. I loved it so much (to the point of pursuing high-level collegiate soccer).
As passionate as I was about soccer, my desire to reach a high-level didn’t stop there. I was highly driven and results focused always earning extremely high grades and aiming for high achievements in everything I did.
Of course, this served me for a time, but as I have discovered and continue to heal and work through for myself, conditioned me to relate my worth to being the “best” at everything while also making myself smaller in almost all situations (not fully owning my magic for others comfort).
When I was about 17, these beliefs really came to a head. I was still pushing myself extremely hard… and trying to live up to everyone else's + my own expectations of me. Oh, and trying to ‘fit in’. Within a short period of time, my life completely changed. I experienced a series of traumatic events (sister wounding, identity death, sexual assault) and really suffered mentally and emotionally while putting on a ‘brave’ face. I didn’t tell anyone, anything. (Other than Cody who came back into my life at the utterly perfect time.) Within a year, I left everything I knew. I graduated HS early, started college (where I failed my first class ever which if you read above is NOT something I would do lol… and never happened again), basically had 0 contact with any of my previous friends (re:sister wounds), moved out of my house… all a HUGE cry for help but one I didn’t know how to vocalize or even fully understand.
I realized in this time that I wasn’t meant to ‘fit in’.
What I didn’t realize at that time - not fitting in, is GOOD thing;
This would be one of the most pivotal periods of my life to get to heal and explore as a way to expand my truth and magic; this serves both me + my clients as one of the most obvious manifestations of emotional and energetic trauma and how it impacted my physical body and mental health.
Those experiences led to severe anxiety and physical health throughout the remainder of my teenage years and into my mid-twenties. I became what many call “a medical mystery”… (hello energetics). I got so fucking sick, within a few months I lost 35-40 pounds. I became a shell of me, tucked so far deep inside. I was violently purging multiple times a week, seemingly without cause.
Meanwhile, I continued to go to college, double major + a minor, even taking classes over the summer…
Cody was my fucking rock and the best support system for me through all of it. I first went the medical route (which just made sense as I was studying chemistry and come from a religious, yet also highly logical background). Nada fucking tostada, except wanting to give me a ton of pills with terrible side effects. That’s where the world of natural and holistic health peaked my interest. But as a major backburner to finishing up my degree, getting married, and moving across the state so that I could pursue a PhD.
In 2016, I started my PhD program in analytical chemistry and found I was pregnant with my first daughter Preslee about a month in…
...and per my patterns above, I’m sure you can guess that I decided I would do BOTH (which was actually the beginning of really tapping into my power). My pregnancy with P was so fucking hard and I was miserable every step of the way but also endlessly grateful and working my ass off in school. When she was born in 2017, my first baby… she was perfect, and our family was everything I have ever fucking wanted. It felt so natural, I feel like I was put on this earth to be a mom… And as happy as I was, I still felt like something was missing. In this time, I knew I had to take back my health and my happiness.
Fast-forward to 2019, when my life changed in a completely unexpected way, enter spirituality & my spiritual awakening.
I read my first spiritual book and it truly felt like a coming home, like I had known every single bit of that information and was just getting to read it again and allow it to come to life. Enter 2020, which turned out to be a pure portal for me. I went so deep inward, realized I really did want to take a chance on ME and my true passions (not just what I was supposed to do, aka school —> get a ‘real’ job); but also kept pursuing my PhD (prob a lot out of fear and my ego wanting the title) but also because I had worked so fucking hard and I knew I could do it. And then, we find out that I am pregnant with baby Lu (holy shiz again, not 1 pregnancy in grad school… TWO… and while finishing up my research, writing my dissertation, and defense lol, I told you I don’t do things the ‘normal’ way.
In 2021, I gave birth to my sweet baby Lu in a totally different way - HOME BIRTH!
At this point I was deep into holistic health, spirituality, inner work, and I started to blend my science background with my love of all of that (two worlds that are supposed to be incompatible but so obviously connect to me). In October, I launched my first program in my first biz, Nurtured Nursery - a self-led guide to creating a safe, non-toxic nursery. From that launch until November of 2022, I had NO idea what I was doing in biz, and had made a whopping $0 in sales. Instead of choosing that as my reality, I chose to let it reveal a LOT of fear, doubt, and limiting beliefs. I didn’t quit, I didn’t make the ‘failure’ mean anything about me. I CHOSE ME. I chose my vision. I chose this mission that I knew, to the depths of my core, would change so many lives for the better.
